stopping time...

amidst our fast pace lives today, have you ever wanted to stop time and relieve it a little while more? there're so many moments in life i just hope time would stop then..but a dream is not being termed as a dream for nth cos such things do not happen..

i wished time stood still when i was 12 cos life was so carefree..playing netball and having e time of my life, no worries and no fears just simply living my life.

i wished time stood still when i was 14 when i met e guy who took my breath away e first time in my life..he was nowhere near perfect but e silly things he did for me made me really happy back then. also tt year i really met friends who i come to value so much over e years, e ones who still stuck arnd though all these years havent been easy..

i wished time stood still when i was 15 when wk entered my life and made it e turning point of everything in life..e guy who broke my heart for e first time and i learnt so much since then. i dun rmb much from then anymore but when i think back, i only rmb e happy times we shared.

i wished time stood still at 17 where for e first time in life i wana work hard for smthing, i met people who taught me so much. forged a closed bond w e whole alumni grp and realised how much fun they brought into my life..

i wished time stood still at 18 when i was so thrilled by e thought of entering htm, it was like a dream come true at tt point cos it was everything i wanted. i was so excited abt school, excited over new friends and new learning experience. life got a little more complex ever since..but i would nv trade e experience for anything else. e same year i met this bunch of crazy girls who rocked my life since then..

e same year i met z and i wont forget e very first time we met, we started e whole bickering thing as if we known each other forever when it was only a couple of mins ago we met. things i regretted not doing or prob never meant to happen at all..

i wished time stood still at this year's vday when tt bouquet of flowers from z was at my doorstep caught me by surprise and i didnt see it coming at all. if only time cld stop, i'll snap all these moments down and do something to rmb them forever..

but coming back to reality..i cant go back to any of those times. life really isnt tt bad but maybe my perception have been swayed by my emotions..suddenly it dawned on me why i stayed off relationships for so long cos i've a knack of liking people who're too complicated and requires too much effort. im so tired of thinking so i guess this time round im not going to think but follow e flow of things..whatever tt comes, im going to cherish and whatever don't i'll just move on...