it just suddenly dawned on me that i've turned into another person just cos i think i've feelings for z..i dun think it's a good change and i dun like e change at all. i like e carefree feelings i once had, e nonchalant attitude tt mks everyday so happy and im going to find tt old self back. :):) as much as i like him, like qing said a relationship without a future isnt going to work then wad e hell am i doing mapping out a future tt doesnt exist?
im not going to pine for him like a clingy annoying woman..if this words game is going to continue then so be it im not going to invest a heart into it and risk it being trampled all over. it feels good suddenly to be able to sort out my muddy thoughts these couple of days, enough of whinings for e month already.
for e first time, e pouring rain is soothing to my heart cos i guess i really straightened out my thoughts and im going to try and stick to positive thinkings.. have a great weekend all of you. ;):):)
Saturday, June 07, 2008
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