Friday, July 07, 2006

- drained of energy. -

aching arms, aching feet, drained out mind, sleep-deprived.

i dunoe where to find the energy to do projects. so many datelines, staying back for projects everyday is killing. so many things to do on hand, i wonder where all of us will find the energy from? this is seriously taking a toll physically and emotionally.

jean, im sorry if i've snapped at you during projects, i din mean it so pls dun take it to heart. you noe i love u babe. get well soon kay.

havent been sleeping much or sleeping well. god knows why.

time just passes so fast, im so scared. everything is still in a mess, projects are a major chore! and we've so many of them, and plenty of tests to add on to the pressure.

service class is tiring but fun nevertheless. put in 10 hrs today, i dunoe where i found the strength. and i have to embarrass myself in front of him, wad was i thinking?

hammy told me shocking news today, i cant believe it. humans are just so hard to fathom and so unbelieveable.

i could just look you in the eyes and get lost in it. its looking at you that quicken my heartbeat and make me lose sight in things. i lose e calmness, the confidence and the security when it comes to you. ure simply amazing and e feelings arent going away and it scares the hell out of me.

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