take me and lead me

- something seems wrong. -

please let this be a passing phase, im afraid of how im feeling. i need smone to tell me wadz right and wadz wrong.

everyone seems too occupied with their own lives. endless friends to meet up with, boyfriend to spend time with, school's hectic work. when can we find time out for each other?!

you wonder why i detest the thought of school, its more than just e erratic weather or the irritating peacocks or the never-ending projects datelines. i miss the fact that im so far away from all of you, i no longer know wadz happening in ur lives. e feeling of being left out of smthing and no one bothers.

i keep the feelings inside cos i try and understand all of us have different lives, but its true that actions speaks louder than words. u arent the one who stood by me when im going thru a tough time in life like you promised to.

i hate to deal with such emotions, for now i dun wana deal with them.