take me and lead me

- friday friday friday.-

its finally e weekends, i've been having early mornings for 3 consecutive days and im really drained out. i slept only 5 hrs for e past 3 nights and im dying of fatigue.

i never found apel lessons so interesting till mr tan hsien wei took us this sem, hes one hilarious lecturer and hes really one of e rare talents around. business etiquette was nerve-wrecking cos it was e first grooming check and thank god i made it and revinair loved my heels. =)

had service skills today, the most hectic day. i woke at 5.30 to get my hair and make up done den rushed to hammy's hse to make sure my hair is in place and changed into e fugly uniform and took a cab to TAS. actually service is fun, its e grooming that sucks. i never looked uglier and plus e uniform i look hideous.

making coffee is fun, fell in love with almond latte, really nice. den we had cocktails lessons and we drank so many different kinds of liquor. surprisingly they all tasted really nice, either ignitius lee is damn good or its really nice. see how rich TAS is to let us sample alcohol like that? they're rich with a capital R.

im looking forward to e opening of RITS, i foresee alot of hard work but a really good time to learn and exposure to stuffs. learning to be positive abt things.

i cant run away from e fact that projects are piling up and its stressing me out all over again. i hafta juggle my time better or im going to lose sleep altogether. its really tough, throw in e travelling time and hassle. sigh, why cant school life be a little more slow paced? e only consolation is TAS is e lecturers are really a nice bunch of people. tp's lecturer are nothing compared to TAS's lecturers, they're well-versed, street smart and needless to say a great sense of humour. and he made school a tad more interesting.

i hope people have a bigger heart, less competition in mind and nicer to everyone. i hope i get e vacation cds and go help the less developed countries.

i wana sleep all thru e weekend but i've got endless research and tutorials to do. and mid sem is coming up in 2 wks, how fast it that? and my leg cramps are back and they're really bad. i had this a couple of yrs back and it went away and now its back. is this a bad omen god is trying to send to me?

oh yes, happy bday gorgeous may. muacks. =)

i hope all this was a dream. i dun wana go thru this. lord, pls give me e strength to be stronger both in e heart and in e mind.