i think those 2 words describes me to a T and i shld prob add them to e list of middle names i've already accumulated. stupid inside joke i share with z..
smtimes i dun even understand myself, my emotions are so impulsive and constantly changing it scares me at times. i wana take a step forward but there're like a million reasons to make me take 10 steps back..this whole fiasco is scaring e shit out of me.
i know i dun make much sense at times, so many thoughts bombarding my head at one time and when i pen it down its so confusing and complicated smtimes i dunoe wad im feeling too..my thoughts can bring me up to mars and i tend to neglect e fact that i need to come back to earth.
this whole week, this whole living life issue has been bugging my head. i guess i've come to a point i just dun wana think anymore cos wheres e point of thinking endless thoughts when we dun even know wad e future will bring. this's wad living life is about isnt it? going thru different phases in life, people entering and leaving ur life. tt warm butterflies-in-ur-stomach curling sensation comes and goes all e time, wads impt is to enjoy it as it comes and shld e feeling cease one day to say goodbye to it with grace.
dun tk my words wrongly, i believe in e forever-kind-of-love tt happens to people i just think it's not going to happen to me anytime soon. i need to uncomplicate my thoughts and meet e one who not only be deem as ideal but inch a little closer to being e one.
i believe in a thing called love - the darkness.:)
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
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