take me and lead me

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY GINLI DARLING!

i hope you like e cake with love that i baked. please tell me you din end up in e hospital! =)

i hope you like e surprise too though you were in tears before that.

im sorry about that girl but it's all for e surprise isnt it?

smile ok lovely, like i said we'll find e beauty in life tgt. happy happy happy birthday!

for e past few days, been so busy running around to so many places i need to take a breather.

from tp to meet e kids to meeting becca and shuhiang.

spending hours and losing sleep over e surprise for lee.

all e hassle cos of a passion.

and a common love for e choir.

im sorry if i lost my temper at anyone this few days, im still learning to be calm.

to take things in stride.

sometimes when all e efforts i put in dun get appreciated i get so dejected.

i know today's impromptu metup wasnt one of e most exciting events.

wasnt exactly well-organised.

and i get so hurt when all our efforts dun get appreciated

but i've come to understand we cant please e whole world.

im not perfect either, im still learning to be

to be more observant. more sensitive to many things. to make sure i've looked at all angles.

really, i promise to do a better job in future.

im finding my swing back into life.

finding a place for SIP, trying hard to pull up my gpa this sem.

find time out for choir, for e alumni and for my friends.

it's going to be a huge challenge really.

my sister was showing me a verse from e bible yest night and i just felt like i never wana trade her for anything or anyone else in this world. she's e best i can have.

proverbs 15: 1-2
a gentle answer turns away wrath,
but a harsh word stirs up anger.

e tongue of the wise commends knowledge
but the mouth of the fool gushes folly.