take me and lead me

its frustrating to want something so bad and its so hard to get it.

i wana go on studying after my diploma

but checking out e fees at SIM nearly killed me.

45K for 12 mths of studies.

its about time i talk to my parents about this.

and i cross my fingers that their financial status will allow me another year of studies.

i just wana go on studying.

but e fees really threw me off.

time is really flying by so fast, about time to start planning ahead.

ham, thankyou for a lot of things. i guess i never truly appreciated you enough in e past, taking you for granted cos you were always here.

and tonight you just made me realised ur silent understanding is what matters most.

ur kindness and graciousness really rendered me speechless again.

thankyou for having a big heart on more than one occasion.

being there and ready to forgive me at my pace.

you have such a beautiful heart.

i cant thank you enough sexy goddess. really babe. thankyou so much.

give me another chance to be a better friend will you?

qing, no more secrets in future please?

i know white lies are necessary but i'd really wana know e truth in future.

and you have my word, no more sticky situations anymore.

jean, i guess i owe you a apology too.

and chels, i think after all that i said ure pretty much pissed at me.

im sorry if i hurt you or said anything that you dun agree upon along e way

believe me, that was never my intention.

i've always wanted e best for you and im sorry at times i cant be e best for you.

i hope all ur dreams come true and ur dream will bring you many beautiful memories.

chels, open up ur heart or that ray of light will never be able to enter.

e world is more beautiful than it seems.

whatever turns out, i wish you e best. truly, from my heart.