take me and lead me

you know there's this feeling hovering over me.

this melancholy feeling.

this dejected feeling that i cant put into words or get rid of.

i honestly feel its my problem, but i cant solve it.

and im taking it out on people i love.

im so sorry.

i dun wana pour my depressing thoughts on you cos you sound so optimistic.

but who else will understand?

shit!

im going to learn to take things easy.

that's e only way i wont fall into this freaking hole of depression that's eating me up.

im hanging on, please dun disappoint me.

im going to learn to be happier.