take me and lead me

choir camp was pretty ok if i say so. =)

i had so much fun.

we sang for the juniors on thursday and it was so embarrassing.

sushan and i, e only two sops missed the coming in for the first song.

hahahaha, e rest were wondering wad went wrong.

we were busy flipping e freaking score and lost track of where to come in.

but we saved the day with 'danse'

not fantastic but its a song meant to impress.

and fortunately they were impressed and called for 'encore'

thankfully. =)

went to hear them for the exchange on friday and disappointment is an apt word.

i expected so much more.

i dunoe wad went wrong. was it stage fright or over-confidence cos they heard e choir before them who din sing well.

that was definitely not the normal standard.

i talked to them cos mr. lee practically forced me to but i din get e response i wanted.

i dunoe if what i said went into their brain

but i really hope to tell them success doesnt happen overnight.

e scolding by mr. lee hopefully shook them up for good.

being the spokesperson for the alumni is no fun.

marcus should have e honour!

marc, you owe me! twice!

but e gathering at east coast turned out to be a lot of fun.

talked alot with e juniors while waiting for e food to arrive.

i hope with all e hints and advices i dropped subletly would make sense to them.

played games with e juniors who stayed behind and mr. lee

who knew he could be so much fun and was so spontaneous.

now i know why e little ones adore him so much.

cos there's practically no age gap and he gets along so well with them.

i feel so relieved, hopefully with him everything would work out better.

it's been a while since i had so much fun and so drained out of energy.

silly games by becca and mr. lee but it was fun.

who knew it was so tough to coordinate legs, hands and mouth.

anyone who saw e juniors would have a laughing fit.

we sat down for a drink and talked about stuffs and it seems sometimes certain stuffs arent within our control.

we can only pray for the best.

cos outcomes arent within our control.

whether it happens or not, its down to the conductor and the group of them.

there're so many things i hope for them, i really want e best for them

but i dun dare to add on to e pressure, afraid the words would backfire.

cross my fingers and pray.

e walk on e way home was so much fun, endless talking and singing.

we could sing on and on without bothering about e stares we would receive.

this is so secondary school days and i missed e feeling.

sometimes, i dun look forward to growing up.

cos the innocence and carefree thoughts would be deserted.

becca and rj, please dun do silly stuffs again.

it's so embarrassing. please please please give me a break.

anyway, e choir camp turned out better than expected.

nothing much i could ask for. =)

family gathering just now was fine.

talked alot to luting and we caught up quite a bit on life.

surprised me that we are alot in common actually.

e indecisive thoughts, insecure feelings and fear of what e future might bring us.

the many many thoughts on guys and how a fairytale ending happens only in dramas.

i like e feeling. =)

this is one good thing about holidays, e ample time to meet up with people i love.

to experience once again the love and why our paths crossed.