take me and lead me

70 personalized cards and 200 plus cookies later

im feeling drained out.

spent e entire weekend rushing all these stuffs out for them.

i hope they really appreciate what becca and i did.

e bonding activity hopefully drew them closer.

this is so much we can do, e rest is up to them and mr lee.

i really missed e times we sang as a choir with miss tan.

where we could always catch the tune and pitch so easily cos nothing could waver that focus.

where everyone had a common goal and same passion.

those days when we fought and fought for one common goal.

those unbearable days singing in the foyer.

days where music room was like our second home.

call me a sadist cos i miss e scoldings by miss tan.

e days where she wont let us go home and ask for 'one more try'

e days when we cant get e piece 'odi odi' right.

where nelson was always put in a spot.

days when i look at sushan and cant stop whining cos two of us are so drained out.

days i look at shu hiang whenever we need to get e cue to come in for our sections.

e path shu hiang and i always walked home and complained non stop about e tiredness.

and i really want that syf day back.

we ended up in tears on e actual day cos miss tan got so pissed with us

cos we cant get e pitching correct

she stomped out

shu hiang and i gave chase.

she ignored us.

i cant stop crying and feeling like it's doomsday.

e actual peformance where i was shaking.

i was so scared but i had to enjoy e piece.

cos it was do or die!

nelson was finally in tune, i cant describe that feeling.

i was so freaking proud of him. =)

finally e 3 pieces were done.

we sat in e music room waiting for e results.

that outburst joy when mdm lau called and told us e good news.

miss tan's smile was priceless

my freaking tears wont stop.

i was so so happy. i just felt like e world was in my hands

and nothing could replace this joy.

e overwhelming feeling.

running around to tell e whole world e good news and how we have met e expectations.

seeing e smiles and words of congratulations.

e night when i couldnt sleep afraid it's all a dream and i'll wake up to reality soon.

but that day was a reality.

nothing could bring back those days

and nothing could erase them! =)

im feeling sentimental tonight.

i guess no matter where i am, e passion for singing wont fade off.

talking to becca all these days brought back many memories.

some good, some not so.

im glad i got forced into choir back then.

whoever forced me in, i owe him for this.

i really want those innocent and carefree days back....

where unhappiness and grudges were put aside

to fight for this common goal.