take me and lead me

i din sleep well last night, e whole night my mind was filled with accounting.

and a nasty surprise today.

hello lodging supp paper.

dear mr. nair, you cant be any nicer to us this time.

major sigh!

lunch at Sheraton's Li Bai restaurant yesterday, pretty good.

was catching up with my cousins yesterday.

and she said something along this line.

'girls at the age of 20 always like to pick and choose guys who are ideal cos they feel they can still do so but when ure still left alone at the age of 26, you start to settle for whatever comes.'

i found this statement really sad.

cos when girls age, it's a bad thing

but when guys aged, it's a good thing. because age comes with maturity and stability.

and older guys have more charisma.

anyway, i was telling her that is really not the case.

if you cant find the right one, den dun even bother getting married.

what's the point of getting married cos you have to be married.

you will end up in a divorce and hurt everyone.

i hope she doesnt think im too childish cos though we grew up together, there is always this gap between us.

still, i hope everything turns out well for her.

sometimes i just think about the life i have walked so far.

am i going to be happy 10 years from now?

i keep trying to picture myself in the hospitality industry.

will i go far?

or end up doing something else.

will my passion last me long enough.

im going to embrace my holidays with open arms.

need e time to recharge, to spend time with people i lost touch with.

spend some alone time. catch up on reading and playing the piano.

exams are bad for health.