becca, this is for you.
please read ok, dun take offense at my words cos i really just want the best for you.
i genuinely hope you arent angry with me for keeping certain things from you.
i know you should be the one to judge if you should know or not
but please understand it's not that i dun respect you
but i care so much for you that i dun wana see you hurt.
im sorry you found out abt the issue like that, without being prepared.
and have your heart trampled again.
im sorry, truly i am.
i wish i could reverse things and make things better for you.
but girl, honestly it's time you snap out of the 'marcus-phase'
really, tell me how many YEARS you spent on him and have no returns at all?
im not saying hes not a nice guy
but hes clearly not the right guy for you.
how many times have he made you cry? broke your heart? and disappoint you?
ure e one who assured us time and again you will get over him.
come on girl, please be stronger than this.
you dun need to go to sleep in tears and wake up not feeling good.
it's not you who isnt good enough for him, it's just he's not the one for you.
you know better than anyone of us what kind of guy he is.
he wont cheat or lie to you.
he has e freedom to love people girl, he's not obligated to you in any way.
honestly, there is no need for him to offer you an explanation at all on who he likes.
im sorry im going to sound cruel and harsh and hurt you
but it's really time to wake up darling, i dun wana see you crying and crying for him.
instead of spenting time to cry, girl try and love yourself a little more?
make yourself a better person then you will have e ability to love and give a part of yourself to another guy in time to come.
maybe you feel i dun understand anything, in fact maybe i dont.
im not here to judge at all, cos no one is fit to judge.
but i need you to understand certain things.
rmb you once told me love is not possessing?
girl, i give this line back to you.
if you honestly wana keep e friendship, you have to start making an effort and help both marc and yourself.
cos how you react to him affects not just the both of you.
all the rest of us are involved as well.
and for the record, marc and i are just friends babe.
platonic friends ok, nothing more in the past, nothing whatsoever now and a clear definite nothing in the future.
we are just friends who can talk and get along.
the same kind of friends nelson and i are.
love is the last thing on my mind now.
get through exams first alright girl, cos it's ur number one priority now isnt it?
call anytime you want to, im here to listen.
but i need you to first trust that all of us love you and none of us ever want to hurt you.
take time to think about it ok? =)
im sorry for everything, i really wished i handled it better.
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