take me and lead me

i am just so tired of the pushing deadlines.

tired of irresponsible people.

tired of the cant-be-bothered-attitude.

tired of people who cant have a bigger heart.

tired of getting crap for kindness.

this sem really just brought out the worst side of people.

the lecturers have expectations of us but you cant exactly motivate us when our very first project came back with a freaking D+.

and to top it off, e whole cohort is getting this i-wish-i-could-flush-the project-down-the-toilet-bowl-grade.

this is seriously depressing.

that 50-page report is the bomb! either we score pretty damn well or its just another goner.

this weekend is either make-it-or-break-it.

if we cant get anything that make sense out, i'll probably sit there and laugh cos it beats crying.

and i will not be caught dead crying in school ever again.

that was so freaking embarrassing and qing you better claim full credit for this.

cos you nearly make my heart stop. literally!

girl, i dun care if you have to perform miracles please dun scare me with such news again.

with my stress-radar blinking red profusely now, ur news threw me off the edge.

i thought for a min, im losing you.

that sounds pathetic now, but at that instant it sounded nothing like pathetic.

get ur brain fixed, i miss your crap. =)

now that im thinking, is there a problem with me?

i cant get my point understood by my tutor.

and he's e youngest one around.

no i change my mind, its not the generation gap.

it's e not-functioning-well brain cells of mine.