take me and lead me

i cant say e nightmare is over cos i'll only know e results in a month's time. cruel reality.

when i stepped into e room, my nerves left and so did my brains. e examiner was a really nice and kind man and i knew he gave me some really easy scales to start with to soothe my nerves but i lost it smwhere along and screwed up some. i could only smile at him hoping he din notice which i doubt.

he probably thinks im e dumbest person he ever came across cos its when i stepped out of e room, did some thinking and realised some mistakes shouldnt even been made.

but screw it. i'll worry in a month's time.

to all those who msged and was there for me when im so scared and crying thru most of e night due to e pressure, a big thankyou. you all were very kind and i really do appreciate it. =)

my sister is back home safe and it feels really good to see her and laugh with her and go shopping tgt and just crack funny jokes. even when she's e most irritating person on earth, i love her.

im running out of things to do at home.