e interview was so disappointing. i wont mind if e pay was low but a lot can be learnt but it's liveless there and i really dun feel like working in such an environment. i dun wana be paid to smack flies with my hands.
please let something good work out but i dun wana pin my hopes high for fear of disappointment.
life is a total irony.
people have a tough life and have to battle with illness along e way. finally saw a ray of hope but it turned out to be just another dead end.
people get married and divorce in e end hating each other to e core.
or how a girl loves e wrong guy and have her heart torn into a million pieces.
tell me that's ironic!
but still life goes on, people change and things chance.
character determines fate.
next sem will probably prove to be a lot of hard work. mentally, physically and emotionally it is going to be a strain and probably a huge test for all of us.
i just hope things dun get any more complicated.
i never wanted to pass my piano exam this badly in all my grades. i need e cert need e cert need e cert!
i need to start sleeping well first, random dreams are driving me crazy.
im lousy when it comes to handling of relationships and emotions. never been good at it so i avoid it altogether hoping time will make everything better.
doomsday number one: 14th sept.
doomsday number two: 19th sept.
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