take me and lead me

aching arms. aching legs. aching feet.

i feel as if e body isnt mine and i din even sleep well last night cos of the ache.

e experience wasnt nice, in fact it was disastrous. my hands were shaking so bad.

this is e first time i feel like crying after a day's work. there's probably something wrong with me.

its meeting the people that makes e whole experience unbearable.

at least its an experience and i know now e atmosphere is beyond me to work in.

the consolation of e night was e married couple and i teared seeing them so happy.

i hope things get better for qing and hammy tonight.

and we still have a battle to fight tmr.

sometimes in life, there are so many disappointments and it's something you've no control over.

did we hope too much or does god have a way of doing things?

and the weirdest kind of thing can happen to make you think hard about life.

dinner with e relatives later. and im not looking forward.