- sex-starved perverts! -
oh yay, 4 days of torture is finally over! faster den i've imagined it would be though there were plenty of whinings on my part but im glad its finally over.
i expected ogling men but i din expect them to turn ogling into actions. it was scary, i totally freaked out and there was no one there to help, helpless! sigh, i swear if i see that fucking idiot again, i'll personally murder him and pour gasoline over his rotten body and hope he dies a terrible death.
consolation was my boss is a kind man, he lets me off early everyday though i hafta stand for so many hours smiling at people and let people harass me, pestering me and i can only smile. some cant even be discreet, they snap pictures and video-cam me without my consent. damn! i hope they rot in hell.
at least i met more people, some nice some not so. my boss's from UK and e man next to us is an aust guy who cant resist shooting sarcastic remarks and crap talking with me all e time. i dunoe if he's nice or not, but he left me with such a sweet parting statement.
me: hey im leaving, hope you've a safe trip back kay.
he took my hands,shook it.
aust guy: hey, all e best for your future, whether in school or in life, i hope everything turns out really smooth for you and you'll do something you love. with that smile of yours, you can go anywhere and be guaranteed success.
me: my god, thankyou.
aust guy: dun thank me, e smile is yours.
to think before that he asked my programmes for e night and told me wad he'd be doing back at his hotel and if he could have e honour of buying me a drink. i was thinking why dun u take a look at e gold band around your ring finger before you extend this invitation. conclusion- nice words comes easily to him, whether he meant it or not, im touched by wad he said.
eventful and terrifying and exciting and a little sad about leaving. conflicting emotions.
going back to siglap last nite made all e memories rushed back. e wonderful times we had. i cant believe how much i cried, e love for ms tan for e choir is overwhelming. thinking back i feel so dumb no wonder george cant stop laughing. singing tgt as a grp with ms tan on e keyboard, man how long has it been? going back made me rmb my passion for music and how much we wanted success and tried so hard.
looking at e juniors, my heart burst with pride and happiness and tears for them. god have been kind, at least we've them and they bring hope.
e week had been so eventful, it passed so quickly no wonder ppl say good times fly pass esp fast.
overwhelming emotions. i need a bigger heart.
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