take me and lead me

-overwhelming.-

5.30 in e morning, 23 pins on my hair and got ready for service. reached school early and waited for grooming check. =)

split up in diff grps from hammy. hammy was assigned captain for RITS, i was assigned captain for petit cafe, had our private joke abt it. told her it might be a blessing in disguise and god bless me i got lucky. =)

nerve wrecking, being e captain stinks, i was so scared. i acted calm but my heart was screaming for help. he took over e running, it really turned out like a blessing. my heart jumped with joy, but the nerves wont go away. my hands couldn't stop shaking initially cos i was afraid im not going to be up to the task.

made mistakes and he told me e right way about it i could only smile. =)

overwhelming response, so many people came. qing was e first customer. =) was so busy, stood for 4 hours without a break, serving non-stop. so many problems surfaced and i had to solve it, it's really tough to keep a clear head and handle things calmly and not appear bossy at e same time keep in mind the feelings of others. i fought so hard to remain calm and not get carried away with the pressure.

he was there all e while, worked with him to make sure everything ran smoothly. he knew his stuffs and had high standards for all of us. never gotten so close and talked more den a couple of sentences. =) he didn't hesitate to point out the places i went wrong and corrected me on e spot. he added on to the pressure cos his presence was intimidating. i smile at him whenever i make a mistake cos i dunoe wad else to do. =)

he's sharp and observant, knows his stuffs really well and every small little thing cant escape his eyes. he put all e pressure on me cos i was e captain. he was strict and that's how i learnt so much from him cos there're so many things to look out for.

hes like there to remind me i hafta do a good job to make him feel im capable. im glad i din screw up big. =)

tiring day, eventful day. learnt so much from him and from the crowd today. heels are a killer, my small toe bled and it hurts. sales was fabulous, e top in e entire week and credit goes to everyone. i saw e side of ppl when they start to crack under pressure and it reminded me to fight for a calm mind.=)

now im exhausted. but looking back i cant help but smile. =) it was tiring but e exposure and experience was really good. working with him was =). its a blessing in disguise. =)

he makes me smile. =)

hammy, pls dun be sad abt e way some stuffs turned out today. at least you learnt alot and e spirit in you will do a better job next time. dun let others put you down cos u've got so much in you to offer pretty girl. ure going to be really good and e shining star in the team e next time round so smile pretty cos everything will work out. =)

lovely day, etched in my heart. =)