take me and lead me

- happy 19th ginli. -

too many bdays this couple of months, broke with a capital B seriously but still everything is worth it to see e smile on their face.

celebrated marc's and becca's bday on saturday. we ate at marina bay and its like a smoke empire, filled with smoke and it was really hot. they ate prawns like they never ate it all their lives, out to spite me and mk me sob over it, evil people! e food was good, everything turn out well. we sat and drank at singapore river later on and had all e beautiful view taken in, we talked abt lives and choices and i realise im not e only one who's lost abt life cos apparently marc is as lost. sigh, that mks e 2 of us.

we went to fish and co to dine with ginli e bday girl yesterday and e ambience was good, food was good, service was good. everything turn out fun and though e surprise came out a tad out of plan but our girl was still happy and touched. i was shocked by her tears but girl i hope you had e best 19th ever. im sorry school is no fun, those lousy girls who treat you like shit they shld be outta of ur lives cos you deserve so much better pretty girl. you've been such a darling, i dunoe how to tell you how much i cherish you as a friend and ure a pretty person both on e inside and outside so dun let other insigificant people put you down and mk you feel bad abt urself cos u've so much to offer to everyone. happy 19th and i love you.

love is too tough at this age, and i dunoe how to tell her that e painful phase will pass. it may tk time, a long time but this too shall pass. give it time, give it space, e pain will lessen in no time but first you hafta tk e first step out to tell urself its time to get over him. becca, you hafta be strong enuff for this, just a while more and u'll be out of this misery, pls just hang in there kay?

may, im sorry abt how things turn out between both of you but i believe better things are awaiting you. i noe you'll be ready to bounce back soon, pls call if u need smone to talk. always here, have fun in school.

school is really horrible and i've no wish to talk abt it anymore. i just hope this year pass as quickly as possible. pls let everything turn out fine....