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i just read may's blog and im tearing away like some mad girl. smtimes i wish life wasnt so hard on you, to spare you a little more happiness rather den more worries. ure e strongest person i've ever seen, able to bounce right back in tough times even though everyone thinks you cant. troubles seems to haunt you wherever you goes, and it's like you just cant shake them off, im not saying e rest of us have no problems in lives but my heart cant help but go out to you.
for 6 years, our friendship is still strong, we dun see each other everyday, every week or smtimes we dun see each other for mths but everytime i see you, you've that sweet smile plastered on your face even though your heart is shattered into pieces. smtimes i wished i cld share some of ur pain but at times i feel i've enuff of mine to deal with and i haven't been tt good a friend at all. smtimes its hard to face you girl, cos you know some memories cant be erased but dun doubt for a minute just how much i love you and how much i cherished this friendship between us.
i wont want to live life not knowing you my dear friend, im glad after 6 years we still haven't gave up on each other and i really thank god for you three who really brought so much laughter into my life.
girl, i know how hard it's to stay strong and have faith, but we're only 19 and this is all i can tell you to do cos we're going to face bigger problems in future. we've come a long way and we're going a longer way for sure, thankew for everything u've done for these years. im never too busy for you, just a call away alright. hugs
in fact, god has been really good to me, i've met so many angels in my life and i've nothing much to be complain or be uncontented about.
i wish everyone cld be happy everyday, but its not such an easy task at all. but life wont be all that fun without sadness. now i sound like a sadistic bitch.
i read this e-mail and parts of it describes me really accurately -
She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confidence.
Even when she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone, she won't show any emotion even if deep down inside there's pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love".
She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.
Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.
You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.
If she's mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you.
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