take me and lead me

- damn school, damn timetable. -

i know i shldnt complain at all since im in e same class with hammy and jean and beilin whereas qing is all alone but i hafta let it out. travelling is a pain, to top it off e timetable hafta suck so badly. i start e earliest at 8 and every other day at 9 and end at 5 or 6 every single goddamn day. i tk 2 hours to travel so bless me my lord, now i can cry everyday cos projects arent even counted in. sigh, i miss qing. why do they hafta separate us this way?! but still, we'll travel tgt everyday and crash each other's lectures.

i really dun like school, e tot of it really depresses me and now my hair is BLACK! i hafta dye it black for some dumbass module and black hair makes me sad. i noe u may think im acting like a spolit bitch but i dun care cos im feeling rotten inside.

and not to mention, im so far away from all my friends - may, pearl, ginli, rujiao and becca. they'll forget abt me in no time, den we'll drift further and further away like we're in different planets! you see how much all these crap suck. who'll wana meet up with me when i end school so late and by e time i travel back they might as well go home and sleep? god is playing one big huge giantic joke on me!

sigh........=(