swine flu :(

this whole saga of swine flu is driving me crazy :( it's forcing me to cancel my vietnam trip that i was really looking forward to :( i need this holiday so badly and now im contemplating to just go ahead with e trip & deal with e consequences later..oh man, what should i do? argh!! :(

im suffering from really bad insomnia these few days, im so physically tired but my brain refuse to sleep..been sleeping at 3-4am for consecutive nights and it's really bad for my health & complexion, my outbreaks are about to mark its place permanently! i keep having flashbacks abt e most insignificant things that i gone thru in e day and i cant sleep well, when i wake up in e morning i feel like i havent rested at all :(

i was telling tiff and e grp, it's e periodic insomnia season again! hope it'll pass soon :(

anyway to end on a happy note, Pastor Stephan Munsey was so awesome :) he totally deserve e title Pastor Phil given him being e most inspirational speaker in the entire United States. e way he portrayed the word thru humor and stories stirred so many hearts and im glad we had him for service today! cant wait for him to be back again & teach us more :)

gonna start studying for e last paper on tuesday, enough procrastination done over e long weekends! after 5th may, i gonna be a happy girl :)